Photography
Abbas Kiarostami said: “Having a camera at hand is an invitation to stop and stare, to concentrate on what’s around us. The camera pushes me to pay attention”. I do believe that taking photos made me a better researcher and a better writer. Perhaps a better friend even, since taking photos of people I care about has become my love language. So far, I only shoot on film. Many people ask why. Wouldn’t I be more efficient with a digital camera? Wouldn’t I be able to take way more photos? For sure. Still, the truth is that I don’t want to take more photos. I want to be more intentional about my time and attention.
I do believe that “the medium is the message”. Using old technology in service of a contemporary gaze and contemporary questions takes them out of their context, introducing timelessness and perspective. An image of a modern building shot with 1920s technology introduces a discrepancy, discord, and a non-alignment of form and content. Thus, it poses a question. A photograph out of focus, with frames overlapping, with dust covering the film – it all reminds us that we never simply see, that our vision is always mediated, and that our gaze is more imperfect and vulnerable than we’d like to think. That is why I believe that, in a way, film photography points our attention back to our very selves. Transgressing the simple question of “What do I see”, it guides us to the unease and obscure reality of “How do I see?” and even “Who is the one seeing”. And, aside from all that, it’s so much fun.